william lapere

happy WTF day

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 14:31:58 GMT

A mix of a hangover and MC poison in my room. What happened last night? O I reamber One to meny of those damm green beers. " drink drink drink" screams my friends as I put one more down into the deeps of my stomic. wiping the green cooladd like beer from my lips...."Happy st. patty's day i scream. I LOVE YOU ALLL!" ( thats the last thing I reamber)

its 9am now...

i can't sleep.
i still have my phone.
its time to watch a movie.

-emowill

life can be anything

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 04:03:29 GMT

wecome back.

Maybe I should Start writen again?

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 16:38:46 GMT

friendship... i am a very bad preson. I hurt people I don't want to. I walk away from people I love. I am scared of any thing or ever thing that wants to love me back. like I hey you want to sign up to be will 15 min friend it will be fun, we can play with guns.

phone calls that make you want to hang your self

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 03:36:44 GMT

Yea, maybe your right, I migth over act. but that will not stop me form caring! i hate you so much I wish I was dead! you poisne my body! you cut at my heart. cant you see it from my side! i don;t care what you do ! but tret me like I would tret yoU!

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 00:54:50 GMT

COULD you ever love me... my feet Are tried of walking of trying of give all of me.

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 18:23:28 GMT

I am very mad... I would love to just cruses words... just talk to me like I am nothign! go ahead! reaplce me.. igonge me! whatever!

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 05:45:13 GMT

I suck

if I grew wings?

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 03:43:58 GMT

Wings that will neaver let me fly away
The bruning hope in my heart that died today
as if something could save me
as if I could be saved
then why is my body crashing apone waves

I pray that she's happy
I pray for my soul
I fear that I'm slow losing control
of my broken wings
that I use to fly
i'm falling today
afard not to die

I hope that I'm happy when i hit the ground
If I wouldn't hit would I make a sound
or sit in a cold lony room
sitting alone awaiting my doom

But yet I am happy
for everone
but yet I am sad
for everone

but I will not get down
I will dance all around
and tell you I am happy
safe happy and sound.

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 21:37:43 GMT

the new Mountain dew is crazy!

I really like Jess!! she means alot to me.

Party!

i get to meat apirls boy tonight kind of scare kind of happy.

please speend the night! i hope that all works out... we could both get some sleep for a chang.

emowill

ps i love gene

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 13:03:18 GMT

DON"T TALK TO ME! YOU HAD YOU CHASE!

poeple are a waste... i think we should all stop brething

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 01:13:25 GMT

I must be happy? i am not faking it... EVen if i am unhappy.. One must try and always be happy... becasue there is good in everthing even the worst!

1 2 3 Dance~

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 15:58:09 GMT

Broken prosmois euqal emty dreams.

You lied to me and know Its' though.

I stand at wiat just to see how tru, your word to me you Words can be.

Things I know I will not tell you.

You have to lrean your self.

Its all on you.

But I be there when you world will fall to pick up your Peaces and help you movie on.

But untill that time I will wait..wait ... wait!!

And hold on to my broken dreams.

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 05:45:09 GMT

JESS WINS

its hard to wish apone stars in the Midle Of the day

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 20:56:49 GMT

another day

Band is rockin!
apirl and Melisa are Awsome.( i miss them)
if your reading this..( plus 4 cool points)
me...well iam just hot!

The fight and fall then watch me fail.

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 17:15:33 GMT

Sometime You just scream out you window In the midle Of the night... Praying to god that some kind of 18 wheeler with hit the side Of you car, or maybe losing control of your car on some kind high brige and falling in the the water and not being about to get out... Or maybe this happenes ever night... but in my heart.

love
emowill

1 2 3 Dance~

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 14:46:39 GMT

head hurts
legs hurt
arms hurt
toes hurt
my body is broken!
I had Way to much fun,
dance dacne dacne!

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 06:35:06 GMT

can I say cusse words on here? becasue I sure what too! happy 4th yea right... have fun as he drive you home.. becasue you sure didn;t mean any thing to him

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 18:34:08 GMT

yu make me soo sick that I want to DIe....your more 2 faced then i... I can;t belive you. Bye

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 10:21:04 GMT

yea so much for hang out with week... thats alittle upseting.

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 20:05:40 GMT

I AM SOOO MAD!!!!! I got the worst hair cut of my left...

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 02:40:05 GMT

i love driven smoking and crying really hard... broken bones and car dammage is what I pray for at that time... I stand here by my self as ever one else seems to be moving psat me..

I am not trying to be clingy or yours. I am just tryng to write this worng.

and rock... thanx for calling. its always nice hearing from friends

happy fathers day

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 04:50:59 GMT

ok so my cat is deing and I am really upset about it.. he has a hole in his neck the size of a silver dollar... it makes me want to cry yo see that cat in that much pain..
and on another note...I missed up big time... i guess that my luck... i am a dumb ass...i miss her alot. but I have messed up things way past repart...maybe I just nead to grow up.. i am sick of being unhappy.. and I am sixk of making other peple up happy... i wish I know a way to fix ever thing so ever one would be happy... my gosh I am to emo... if you even read this... I am soo sorry. you really were great.

its to late I am already dead.

will

welcome Home... I wish i didn't

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 16:55:34 GMT

yea so coming was not as fun as I hoped it would be... I drove around for 2 hours looking for someone the hang out with... ever one was to busy for me.

down notes
1.i have mangered to pisses off a really cool girl.

2. ever one just seems alittle to busy for me.

3. crying when you wake up suxs.

4. tim is going away this weekend.

5 i think william is sleping back in to his depresstion.

up nots
1. the new underother is awsome.

2. amd habe a bad ass suit.

would you take this trip with me?

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 05:13:15 GMT

tonight the night for words... ever though we might not speek I feeling kind of sick, would you belive I cryed or will you say I lie but there nothign left for me i'm cold and now bleeding. poeple say i use my words to twist myself around the thing called love. i will take a chase with you holding on is nothign new...

Can you feel my heart beat? i wish I could feel mind but I bleading form my wrist now i hit the floor I almost died. but you will pick me up and carry me to a safe place and i hold you hand in the last inbrace.

You will neave know what you mean to me, so soon one day you'll see, i will take a chase with you though my body is black and blue. I am sorry I am so gone I leave a message if I have time, but I becomre scared of you

WHOULD YOU RUN AFTER ME IF I TRIED TO LEAVE?

plase don;t give up on me, ever one else I know has please don;t make this my last. your ever thing to me... I can;t hardly beleave that your still here for me... If i were you I would leave. but I am hoping you will stay for forever and one day, just give me one more chanse I swere I will be the last.

4 hours car rides with out you

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 20:20:14 GMT

grrr I am in a bad mood I had a long day... sometimes I just want to lay down and DIE!!!